so tomorrow is my first day back to work after a day where my performance was literally so awful that i will be surprised if i am not demoted back to hostessing or something likewise. my last day at work (sunday) was seriously so bad. i had two tables of people walk out without paying. having one walk out is considered really terrible and horrendous, but having TWO in one shift is completely unheard of. it’s a trainee level fuck up. seriously that fucking bad.
like if i’m still a waitress after this week’s schedule i will be so fucking grateful i will probably not complain about people for a very long time.
"If you could choose one scene or character from your shows to do, which one would you choose?"
daily reminder that it is okay to put yourself first
Gender fluidity is a fucking party I swear to god I’m actually tripping balls now that I’ve put these all side by side
Since the start of 2014 i have:
Ended a job
Gotten a new job
Cried in front of several people at once
Dated a hot guy in a hot car
Recognized that he couldn’t make me happy and ended it.
Only had one tarot reading
Gotten a rune reading
Made over 1,000 dollars selling my clothing
Spent over 1,000 dollars replacing that clothing
Had 5 job interviews
Was hired twice on the spot
Turned a job down for another one
Reconnected with two old friends
Realized that being alone can also make me happy
Edited the new book of a published author
Started a youtube (haven’t posted any videos yet though, haha)
Lost my ID
Been locked out of a laundromat in a bad neighborhood, after dark
Said goodbye to a show I’ve followed for over 4 years
Started sleeping with my window open more
Feel free to make your own list, peeps. You’ve accomplished a lot already this year, even if it doesn’t really feel like it.
I think today needs an adorable baby bat wiggling its ears at us. Yes.
Remember in 1993 when Jurassic Park was like…the end all, be all of special effects?
not gonna lie that still looks intimately real
I’m still somewhat convinced that someone sold their soul to create the special effects in Jurassic Park because that shit is over 20 years old and it still really, really holds up, better than the stuff in a lot of current movies, even.
Fucking witchcraft, man.
It was literally the most terrifying experience of my life.